On the right track

Well at 8:45 this am, Yulin called to let me know that our file had indeed been misplace, it was witht the NSN files, and that as of yesterday we were in the review room, she called it dept 1, then in about a month we should be in dept 2, where the SC ( seeking confirmation ) letter will be issued, we are to sign it and return it to China, then the TA will be sent. so Yeahhh, we are on the right track, I was hoping that she would call to say that we were getting TA, but hey a girl has got to dream at times, I am glad that things are moving ahead, lately I have been feeling a bit of the stress of the unknown, when are we travelling, are we moving to Ottawa? is my mom going to be OK, she is getting operated for intestinal cancer tomorrow. I am finding myslef a bit stressed. I have to go see my doctor today, that really bothers me, I don't like her, I really don't feel the connection with her I should be have with my family MD. anyways I am going to ask for a referral for Kaï to the ORL, so we can get him on their waiting list.
Mia is outside my door playing iwth her dolls, she is such a sweetheart, I can't wait for Kaï to be able to play with his brother and sisters. Sébastien told me last night that he wants someone to sleep in his room. His way of saying he wants his little brother ? It is such an abstact thing for them to understand and it is taking soooooo long to happen. OK, if all goes well, we will be travelling in April, it will be a nice time to be in Beijing, the flowers will be out. I will have time to finish my mandarin classes. the exam is the 2nd of april...It looks like Kaï will be celebrating another birthday without his family, sniff sniff, but I swear we will never miss another one again!!!

Centorian Club

well on Sunday we officially had a TA wait of 100 days. drat. and we received a call at about 10 am from Yulin ( who is in China) that our file had been misplaced. NOT what I tought she was calling about, sigh, we were apparently in the NSN pile or something, Daniel spoke with Yulin, so I got the translation of the phone conversation. Now that we are back in the right pile, dos that mean we go to the bottom of that pile or does the 100 days we have been waiting count for something??? Yulin will call us sometimes this week with more information, and also I had requested an update on Kaï. I want to see my baby ;-( we are missing so much of him growing up, a little update would mean the world to me.
I have been buying clothes for my little guy. I don't know what size he wears, I just feel I need to do something that makes me feel closer to him. We had a visite from the Itinerant Teacher for the HOH children for NB. Her name is Jasmine, she was awesome, explained what the benefits of the audio/visual program and that Ottawa has the same philosophy with regards to the Hearing impaired children, which is to get them to talk and they are going to follow Kaï until he graduates from high school . I spoke to her about our fear that he will not hear us when we will be in China, so she gave me the name of the audiologist at the George Dumont Hospital that will be helping us with his case and maybe she will have a suggestion. I will be calling her today -it is to early for now. We speak of Kaï everyday, the kids are getting ready mentally to have their younger brother. They know that for a while Kaï will have special priviledges -like sitting on my lap when I am eating-a big no-no for them!
I read other people's blogs are they are really funny and witty...I don't feel very witty today. A part of me is in China and I really don't know when I will be whole again. I want my family united. OK end of pity-party!
I am happy-I am healthy-and gosh darn it ! people like me! ( from the " Fire me up" book from Katie MacAllister, what a funny book)